I think it’s more interesting to see people who don’t feel appropriately. I relate to that, because sometimes I don’t feel anything at all for things I’m supposed to, and other times I feel too much. It’s not always like it is in the movies.
-Ryan Gosling
Despite my anticipation of what lies ahead, the first steps always scare the hell out of me.
Where to now? Where to this time around? I don't know. Just, the need to quit flooded in and drowned me. Just, I simply crave my own space to breathe. Just, I found it utterly absurd to deny the pain of a protruding wisdom tooth. Ang sakit kaya!
Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long.
We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious.....And curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
Scares me more thinking, CURIOSITY KILLS THE CAT. waaa!
This isn't a search for a greener path, that I'm certain of.
Looking back, this wasn't the easy ride I imagined it to be rather a bumpy one with always a surprise turns and detours. I found myself all bruised up from the slaps and smacks my impulsive nature got me in. It can always get crazier but then, that was one hella ride.
I don't know how to bid farewell to these persons I share a laugh with everyday when just the thought of spitting the word out breaks my heart. Just the thought of seeing the gloom on their faces makes it harder to start packing up my things. I will surely miss them. They were, they are.. and probably will always be a FAMILY to me.
To ate Weng : Mamimiss ko ang ingay mo. Hahaha! You are truly blessed with powerful larynx that can command a battalion. Hahaha! I dunno if I mentioned it yet, but you are an ideal ate. Very protective and caring. Thank you for being such a tough companion, i felt secured and very well guarded with your presence. Most of all, thank you for the friendship. I will never survive my first 2 weeks here without your company.
To Mary-ness : Mamimiss ko kadaldalan mo neng. Hahaha! You oriented me well into gossiping and I enjoyed every minute of it. No, seriously. Perhaps I envied your being carefree and lighthearted-ness. I always wanted to be like one but then I matured too early. Hahahaha! Enjoy the peak of your youth and sing out your life to the fullest. I will miss you certainly. I hope to keep the friendship.
To ate Winnie : May inaanak ako sayo, tandaan mo yan at sigurado dadami utang ko jan. Hahahaha! Thank you for sharing your home with us. Mamimiss ko ang dalawang anakins mo at syempre ikaw din. I'll try to visit sometimes.
To ste Loida : ang stepmom ng lahat. Hahahaha! Huwag mo naman payamanin ang iba, i-share mo na lang sa amin pera ha? :)) I will miss you and your kalimot modes. Sana malasing mo ako next time. Hahahah!
To Madam : the iyakin. You are simply amazing. Parang smart lang, simpy amazing. Hahaha! I have a lot to thank you for. First and foremost, for making me feel that I am family. I have not missed home very much dahil sa inyo. For giving off a part of yourself, for sharing your home.. your life to me. It was indeed the most thrilling adventure I had. You were truly a blessing the times that I faced some difficulties in life, be it financially or emotionally. I don't know how to thank you and your better half. I will forever consider you both as family because you truly are.. by heart.
Despite my anticipation of what lies ahead, the first steps always scare the hell out of me.
