Nyctophilia

(Thank you God for Mr. Google, he has everything!)

I love the light just as much as I love darkness. It gives me the feeling of relief. That another day has been ripped off completely from my life, leaving it somewhere in the past where I can no longer feel its presence.

Good night dear world.

" What if we get to become stars? "

What if once upon a time there were no stars in the sky at all? What if the stars arent what we think? What if the light from afar doesnt come from the rays of distant sun but from our wings as we turn into angels?

Why would so many things conspire to save one little girls life? What if we are all unique and what if the universe loves us all equally and it bends over backwards to help us all and we are just lucky enough once in awhile to see it?

What if we are part of a greater pattern that we are incapable of knowing? What if when we are done with our purpose we get to rise up and be with those we love? What if we get to become stars?

-Beverly Penn ( WINTER'S TALE )

And in that case, I would like a pair of shiny purple wings and a very slight talent in doodling, pretty please?! 

Comfortably Numb

When the pain is too strong you go psychedelic.

Something about 5

For 5 nights now..

...I still wake up at 5am

...glance at my phone for 5 seconds until the backlight shuts off

...count back the hours by 5

...and think of you.

Perhaps this will go on for quite a while. Made me even hate the numbers more. 

Dear Heart

Dear Heart,

I think I better teach you some traffic rules. Best to start with identifying the traffic lights' functions. I say, we are on a RED. So stop for Pete's sake.

:(

Night and Day are We

Day is forever dark and dreary

Night is ever warm and bright

As I bid you good morning

The moon winks good night.

Today marks something about number 3

ALL ABOUT YOU

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" I would answer all your wishes, if you ask me to..

..but if you deny me one of your..(chismis!), don't know what I'd do "

Unlike the previous years, hindi naman ako masyado na-pressure today on what to post. I actually have a lot in mind, i just consider THIS ONE very appealing to you ( not to me) kasi you are the type na "hoarder" when it comes to captured memories. 

Because today is " ALL ABOUT YOU" day. 

From my girls ( Eizel, Mommy, Ruth and ate Weng)

Madam

Na-touch ka na ba? Wait ka lang... there's more pa! 

From Jenna

From Janna

From Tamtam

 From your Poging poging inaanak (mana sayo na! )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANING!!!

No presents ( STILL :)) ) today, just DOWNPOUR OF PURE LOVE from us all ( camshy ang iba).

 Happy Birthday Bebe!!!

 ( Bawal daw ang sad, happy lang!) 

Labyu!!!

Qai 

Celebrating with the storm

There is a storm today in my hometown. Even though the rest of the country is experiencing heavy rainfall and gusty winds, still, my thoughts seemed to occupy with the warmth this kind of weather bestowed in the four corners of our home and how it tightened our family's bond over the years. Don't get me wrong here, I would not wish any kind of disaster would fall on my hometown. I just couldn't pay no heed to the very obvious divine intervention flashed before my very eyes amidst every storm WE braved together as family.

Typhoon had always been one with us in the celebration of few occasions in our life. My ate Arra's debut, even Kaye's and Arian's  weren't spared ( the cakes as well! ). Even in my parents wedding anniversaries and my siblings' birthdays, typhoon has always been our constant companion. And it wasn't bad. Not at all. We have something to celebrate after all. 

During BER months, when the transition of habagat to amihan is at extremes and when most typhoons cross over from east to west, was the perfect time for us to build Christmas Tree. It wasn't the traditional one. Sometimes it was made of plastic straws or wraps of various colors tied together on small branches of tress my mother had found from the wreck of the storm. Often we would cover the small branches with crepe paper and glued in cotton balls at the tips, making it look like frozen snow.

How can I possibly loathe the existence of typhoon when it overflowed me with best memories of my childhood? How can I hate it especially today, when my thoughts are there at home with my loves, CELEBRATING MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY ( ang tapal king ng bubong namin pag may bagyo).

Birthday Boy!

Happy Birthday Tatay, we will still be braving so much more storms. The heavens poured out bountiful blessings for you today, catch as many as you can! We Love you!

Sept 21, 2012

Pag naiisip ko ang friendster, napapangiti ako. Kasi dun nagsisimula ang pagsusukat ko sa dami natin napagdaanan sa buhay. :D Andiyan na dumaan si Multiply, Photobucket, Imeem, Meebo, MySpace, Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook, Pinterest, Google+ at ngaun ay Instagram. Hindi man tayo naka sign up lahat sa mga yan, at least na-surpass natin ang tagal ng pamamayagpag nila. >:) Kung maaalala mo din nagsimula tayo sa YM version 3, ngaun may version 12 na yata at kung mag level up yan in the years to come, sana kayanin ng OS ko >:).  How time flies. Dati rati, N21 lang ang standard ng pagiging techy mo, hanggang sa naging Iphone 2g, 3g, 3gs, 4, 4s at kung magiging mabait ka kay kuya for sure magiging 5 yan. =)) Speaking of techy, kelangan na din ng kapalit ng Nikon mo, kelangan mo sumabay sa pag upgrade ng mga gadget para may pattern ako kung gaano na tayo katagal na naglolokohan. hahahaha!  which means isusurrender mo na din sya sken, anytime now. =))

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY bebegerl! Thank you for making it look like I take care of you when in fact you mostly do the caring and I do the taking.  :)) It gives me the sense of pride and belongingness. :) I know ngarag ka these days,  but do not forget to always have a "ME TIME" lalo na today when we recall how you burst out into the world. :) ILY to pieces. :)


-Qai