Shake it off

Gotta shake off the unnecessary loads. ( cellulite included   )
Gotta detach myself from the cruel work world.
Gotta sit here and watch Poseidon bow before a goddess.  

Oh yeah.  This is Olympus.

Just something

How weird was it that so many bits and pieces, all diverse, could make something whole. Something with potential.

Perfect.

Happy Birthday Nanay!

You are the sunlight in my day,

You are the moon I see far away.

You are the tree I lean upon,

You are the one that makes troubles be gone.

You are the one who taught me life,

How not to fight, and what is right.

You are the words inside my song,

You are my love, my life, my mom.

You are the one who cares for me,

You are the eyes that help me see.

You are the one who knows me best,

When it's time to have fun and time to rest.

You are the one who has helped me to dream,

You hear my heart and you hear my screams.

Afraid of life but looking for love,

I'm blessed for God sent you from above.

You are my friend, my heart, and my soul

You are the greatest friend I know.

You are the words inside my song,

You are my love, my life, my Mom.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAY!
I LOVE YOU TO PIECES!

PBB at ang kilay ko. :D

Sobrang hooked ako sa panunuod ng tv nitong mga nakaraang linggo.  Resulta na rin ito marahil ng monotonous kong pamumuhay.
Gigising.
Maliligo.
Magtatrabaho.
Kakain.
Uuwi.
Kakain (ulit).
MANUNUOD NG TV (ayun oh!).
Matutulog.

Kaya pati ang panunuod ko ng telebisyon ay naging monotonous na rin. ( *tawa insert here )

TV Patrol.
Princess and I.
Walang Hanggan.
Dahil sa Pag-Ibig
PBB Teen Edition.
Dream High

Isama na rin natin ang Bandila  kung talagang hirap akong dalawin ng antok. (   *tawa insert here )

Ngunit, datapwa't, subalit, hindi nmn nangangahulugan na pinapanuod ko ang mga programang ito ay gustong gusto ko na ang mga ito. Sapat lang, wala sa to the nth level. Sadya lang monotonous ako. ( * grin insert here) 


Pero habang nanunuod ako ng PBB teen edition nung nakaraang araw, biglang napataas yung kilay ko. ( Which is soooooo wayyyyy out of my ordinary couch potato routine ). Nag iiyakan ang mga bagets habang nagkukwento sila ng mga issues nila sa mga Nanay nila. (Maybe because mothers day is just around the corner kaya ang topic nila is about their Moms.) I got an instant emotional shifts. Hindi dahil na-touch ako or na move ako sa mga kwento nila. I was actually shocked.  Lahat ng sinasabi ng mga bagets ay mga hinanakit nila sa mga Nanay nila, making an image like kawawa sila or whatever image they want to convey to the viewing public. Although I'm not a parent myself, nasasaktan ako para sa mga magulang nila. Hindi naman ako super close sa Nanay ko but I have a lot -and I mean A LOT of good things to say about her. Kulang pa ang oras sa primetime para isa-isahin ko kung kagaano ako ka-bless having a mother like her. And given the chance to be aired in a television show, I WOULD CERTAINLY SEND MY LOVE TO HER EVERYDAY AND SPEAK MY HEART OUT HOW LUCKY A DAUGHTER COULD BE, HOW BLESSED OUR FAMILY - kasi sya ang naging ILAW ng aming TAHANAN. Nakakalungkot, I don't think their Moms deserve that.

It's a reality show, yes. Yet still, it's just a show. Ang tunay na realidad ay ang ating pamilya. Ang tunay na emosyon ay nagsisimula pag lights off na. Pag tapos na ang palabas, sino ba ang totoong bida?

Hay. makabalik na nga sa monotonous kong mundo. (*tawa insert here)

Monotony

Friday today, oh there's the mood!! 

Rated SPG

Grrr!

Sadya nga bang may magnet ako to draw close toxic people?! Kahit saang lugar ako pumunta, kahit saang panig ako tumingin, kahit pa mag-tumbling tumbling at mag acrobatics ako, sangkatutak na mga epal pa rin ang nakakasalamuha ko.

Ito ba'y bahagi lamang ng isang pagsasanay para ako'y maging isang mahusay na hokage? Tang ina, hindi nmn ako si Naruto. Pero infairness, kapag sukdulan na ang bad trip ko, feeling ko lumalakas ang chakra ko. 

Sa mga times na bad trip ako ( like, every minute? ) pakiramdam ko there's a horrible beast inside me waiting to reveal itself and wreak havoc SA FACE NYA!    Although, talagang in a state of calamity na talaga ang face nya from the beginning, but swear I have nothing to do with it.  

On a serious note,  talagang hindi ko lang maintindihan or hindi lang maarok ng mababaw kong utak kung bakit may mga tao na soooobbbbrrraaaannggg nag eenjoy sa paninisi at pag uutos sa iba. Hindi nmn ako ang recipient ng pang aalipusta nya kaso AFFECTED AKO teh! Gusto ko magpalit anyo at tumawag sa kapangyarihan ng buwan! ( sailormoon?! ) at supilin pa ang mga kalahi nya!   

Kaso, ganda lang ang taglay ko.  

Naapektuhan na yata ng paglitaw ng SUPERMOON ang mood ko or dahil lang na-hook ako sa Naruto. 

K. Bye!

emotera

After a while, though, even the deepest sorrow faltered, even the most penetrating despair lost its scalpel edge.

Moodswings

I am in the mood that If I were under water, I would scarcely kick to come to the top.  

:(

Time Out

Dear Fate,

You know when the captain of the team says time out? he is in dire need of time to prepare a game plan for the next round. 

And you wonder why you always win? 

Cheater!     

UNHAPPY

I awoke each morning with the desire to do right, to feel right, to be a good person, to be (as simple as it sounded and as impossible as it actually was)  HAPPY. But during the course of each day my heart would descend from my chest into my foot.  Sometimes I was overcome by the feeling that nothing was right, or nothing was right for me, or nothing was ever right in the first place. I was fulfilled -  alone in the magnitude of my grief, alone in my aimless guilt, alone even in my loneliness. I am not sad. I can repeat that to myself over and over. As if one day I might convince myself . Or fool myself. Or convince others. ( the only thing worse than being sad is for others to know that you are sad ). I would fall asleep with my heart at the foot of my bed, and each morning would wake with it again in the cupboard of my rib cage, having become a little heavier, a little weaker, but still pumping.

I wonder why do people have to be this lonely? What's the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?-

Or my life just had unlimited potential for happiness? 

Hey, I just want to clear my head. 

wink!