Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Psalm 23 of a coffeeholic.


Caffeine is my shepherd; I shall not doze.

It maketh me to wake in green pastures:

It leadeth me beyond the sleeping masses.

It restoreth my buzz:

It leadeth me in the paths of consciousness for its name's sake.

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of addiction,

I will fear no Equal™:

For thou art with me; thy cream and thy sugar they comfort me.

Thou preparest a carafe before me in the presence of The Starbucks:

Thou anointest my day with pep; my mug runneth over.

Surely richness and taste shall follow me all the days of my life:

And I will dwell in the House of Mochas forever.



Monday, February 27, 2012

Hybernation period is over.

The way sadness works is one of the strange riddles of the world. If you are stricken with a great sadness, you may feel as if you have been set aflame, not only because of the enormous pain, but also because your sadness may spread over your life, like smoke from an enormous fire. You might find it difficult to see anything but your own sadness, the way smoke can cover a landscape so that all anyone can see is black. You may find that if someone pours water all over you, you are damp and distracted, but not cured of your sadness, the way a fire department can douse a fire but never recover what has been burnt down. But a morning kicked in with great surprise and the pain that was long been there vanished in an instant.

Dahil kahit may 4 na, ikaw pa rin ang da best. At kahit 3 ka, ikaw pa rin ang number 1.


Monday, November 28, 2011

I'm older, smarter and GREAT :D

"Someday, we’ll run into each other again, I know it.
Maybe I’ll be older and smarter and just plain better.
If that happens that’s when I’ll deserve you.
But now, at this moment, you can’t hook your boat to mine,
because I’m liable to sink us both.”



I read this from one of the notes I wrote way back and I'm definitely older, smarter and GREAT!!!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

I woke up into a nightmare

I didn't want to wake up.
I was having a much better time asleep.
And that's really sad.
It was almost like a reverse nightmare,
like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved.
I woke up into a nightmare.

Felt like the 4th of July. Crap.

I remember riding in a taxi one afternoon between very tall buildings under a mauve and rosy sky;

I began to bawl because I had everything I wanted and knew ......

I would never be so happy again


:(

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Let's celebrate like you're 21!



Alam mo ba 2 years ago, muntik ko na makalimutan ang birthday mo? Salamat na lang sa friendster ( uso pa sya nun) notifications, hindi sya nakalimot. >:) Kaya isa sa mga naging new years resolution ko ay ilagay sa calendar ng phone ko lahat ng mga birthdays ng mahal ko sa buhay. It worked last year. Konting kalembang lang ng alarm sa umaga ng September 21, naalala ko na! No sweat. Hahaha! But fate played tricks on me, nasira ang phone. Digital na ang karma, ang bilis!

O baka naman magdamdam ka, mahahalata ang edad pag nagiging sensitive na. =)) Hindi ko naman nakalimutan, sadya lang mahina ako sa mga numero. Ilalakad ko sa senado na gawing letter ng alphabet ang mga dates ng birthday para hindi naman mahirapan yung utak ko. Pag nag overworked ito baka mag short circuit. Baka mag ala-LORELIE ako at maghanap ng "tunay na pag ibig" =))

Alam mo yung pressure sken pag birthday mo? ( as if naman gumagastos ako noh? haha) Alam ko kasi pipigain ko na naman yung utak ko sa pag sulat, mapantayan ko lang yung mga mala-encyclopedia mong nobela. Plus, baka ipa-translate pa ito ng nyowa mo, patay na ang maliligayang araw ko. Pero since birthday mo cge, i-translate natin. Since uso naman ngaun ang mga translator, (kay Shamcey, hindi. ) let's give way to Mr. google translate. :))

So pano? Birthday mo nga. I hope you appreciate the amount of thought I put into a decision not to get you a birthday gift. >:) And I won't change my mind. Hahaha!

Happy Birthday bebegerl!

Someone from across the pacific remembers your birthday without FB reminder.

LOL ( lots of love?)
♥qaiqai♥


Thursday, September 1, 2011

Letters to Juliet

‎"What" and "If" are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it."





:)

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Birthday GIRL-ie :)





Your birthday is a reminder how I was redeemed from an unbearably boring childhood without you coming out first. :) Life maybe tough now, but it couldn't get any toughiER for a toughIEST you... plus US your sidekicks.

We LOVE you dearly.

Happy Birthday everdearestbestcousinfriend! :)



"So WE walk under a bus, WE got hit by a train. Keep falling in love, which is kinda the same. WE've sunk out at the, crashed OUR car, got insane. And it felt so good, We wanna do it again. "

Friday, August 5, 2011

Close, Open, Happiness!

How my heart swelled with unfathomable elation just merely watching you. How your giggles brought my soul on euphoric heights and gradually snatched me out of this worried mind.

I skipped a lot of the "cuddling", swear I'd be missing more.

Sure you grow fast, but I love you dearly twice your size.
♥UDD Rocks my world!♥