Cut na daw sabi ni Direk.

Totoo pala na kahit anong tatag ang pundasyon ng isang pamilya, darating ang panahon na susubukin ang tatag ng mga palupo at mga haligi nito na dugo at pawis nating itinayo. Akala ko sa pelikula lang nangyayari ang mga pagsubok at trahedya sa isang pamilya. Akala ko sa script lang nababasa ang mga salitang nakakadurog ng puso at nagbibigay ng luha sa mga mata. Kapag sumigaw ang direktor ng " CUT! " , tapos na ang palabas.


Mahaba na ng gabi, ang tagal mag pack up.

Ang dami na naming puyat, lalo na yung lead roles namin.. si nay at tay. :(

Pero may tiwala ako kay Direk sa taas. He knows best and the perfect timing to say, " CUT! " then.. all the angels will applause for a well performed role.

( beautiful sunrise sa bukid )

The sun’ll come out, tomorrow,
Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow,
There’ll be sun,
Just thinkin’ about, tomorrow,
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till’ there’s none,
When I’m stuck with a day, that’s grey and lonely,
I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say,
Oh, the sun’ll come out tomorrow,
So you gotta’ hang on till’ tomorrow,
Come what may.
Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow,
Your’e only a day away.

My windows ache

So i will wait for you like a lonely house till you come back again and live with me.

Until then my windows ache.

:(

My depressing early morning sickness

For more than a year now, i daintily deposit my whole being to the addictive remorse my fate had brought right under my nose. Somewhat depressing that it became a morning habit. Same questions have been ringing listlessly afloat in my head, same feeling like the moment i thought of them first.

Had they found no answers yet?

Papano nga ba?

HOW DO YOU HEAL A BROKEN HEART?

A prayer for a dear sister

Father GOD I pray for your guidance in my sister’s life. I pray Lord that you will begin to speak in her life concerning the matters of the heart. I pray Lord that your will be done in her life. In her finances THAT SHE MAY HANDLE MONEY WELL AND HER CREDIT CARD TOO , her career AS SHE WILL BE HAVING HER JOB INTERVIEW LATER, her relationships, her health, and her spirituality. I pray for favor Father for it is truly more precious than life. And Lord also remind my sister that obedience is better than sacrifice. Allow her the time and will to seek your face daily, not to lean on her own understanding but in all her ways acknowledge you so that you may direct her path. And once it has been revealed unto her your purpose and plan for her life allow her the ability to TRUST despite her surroundings and circumstances. Father I pray that she will not be moved by her circumstances but that she will continue to seek you. Father send your holy spirit as a comforter to her soul to bring back to her remembrance your promises for her life to give her an expected end. Father GOD I pray that you will just have your way on today. Let her know that you are still in control and you won’t leave her nor forsake her. Enable her to lay down her will and submit to yours Father. You said in your “Seek ye FIRST the kingdom of GOD and his righteousness, and all these things should be added unto you. ” Let her know that you will give her the desires of her heart.

Above all Lord, I pray for her today that YOU will enlighten and guide her in her job interview. Do I need to spell out her name Lord? cause she'll probably freak out when she gets to read this.
Maybe a picture will help? >>>>it's her>>

In JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.

a good laugh amidst the busy afternoon :))

I bumped over some jokes while browsing, sumakit ulo ko kakatawa.
Here to share some of it.
Enjoy.

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Math love story...

Boy: do you know that my love for you is like the limit of a constant over a variable as the variable approaches zero??
Girl; ano yun?
Boy:infinity :)
Girl: ganun? eh alam mo bang ang lab ko sau ay parang limit of a function of x as x approaches ' a', f d function of x s equal to 'c' f x s gretar than
a en s equal to d nd f x s less than or equal to a?
Boy: ano namn yun ?
Girl: syntax error!!!


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Nanay: nak lutuin mo na yung sardinas..
AnaK: kakaliskisan ko po ba?
Nanay: tanggalin mo na rin ang hasang ng masulit ang katangahan mo hayup ka!!
anak--> <--nanay

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Boy: gusto mo libre kita ng siomai at hopia??
Girl:ha? bakit? Boy: wala lang.. i just want to siomai love for you and hopia love me too!!! (keso!!)

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Sa sabungan walang entrance fee ang may dalang panabong..
Si juan para makalibre pumasok may dalang sisiw..

Bantay: hoy!! ano yan?
Juan(galit pa) manok!! bakit?
Bantay: alam ko.. eh bakit sisiw??
Juan: heller?? may laban ang ama niya siyempre moral support.. tanga!!!



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Time does not bring relief

Time does not bring relief; you all have lied
Who told me time would ease me of my pain!
I miss him in the weeping of the rain;
I want him at the shrinking of the tide;
The old snows melt from every mountain-side,
And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane;
But last year's bitter loving must remain
Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide.
There are a hundred places where I fear
To go - so with his memory they brim.
And entering with relief some quiet place
Where never fell his foot or shone his face
I say, 'There is no memory of him here!'
And so stand stricken, so remembering him.

Edna St. Vincent Millay

At sino ang nag sstoke ng ember ngayon? :))

A Note for YOU.

I am tired of writing about you.

I am tired of reading the same regretful lines, the same sad story over and over again.

I hate the fact that you make a hopeless romantic sucker out of me.

:(

BAD TRIP MUCH!!

BADTRIP MUCH!!

flare me up, grr!

Who wants ice cream?!

( ice cream geLs: ate weng, mary-ness and qai)

EDIT
Pasensya, kelangan ko ilagay ang comment ni ate katz dito sa post ko. A little flattery won't hurt but can make qaiqai super duper yappeeee!! Hihi!

1 Comment

thiSisWhoiAm said...

waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh wala bang ube flavour? nyahahahahahaha tas mango daw kaw baliw =))

infairness ang payatness mo n dito qaiqai waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh

April 9, 2010 1:44 AM

“I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it.”

( 2007 folly days )

“I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it.”

-Seth, City of Angels

Reiterated twice or more than with much less honesty.

Tama ka nga, People always lie.. and you happened to be one.

my pieces,
-qai

PAINT

PAINT

CREDIT TO KATHLYN GRACE NAVALE

SKETCH

SKETCH

CREDIT TO KATHLYN GRACE NAVALE

Message in a Bottle

After almost a week reading,i finally put to rest the tome's pages which apparently became so worn out from the flips and folds i made over the week. I was never a slow reader, only when I read something that stir a magical illusion in my forebrain. Perhaps, my brain finds it hard to decode the irrational visualization of a writer from the shared illusion itself we call reality. However, I acknowledged the magic it brought to my senses as i tossed on every pages that I needed to halt from chapters to chapters in order to regain my rational and whisk off the illusion i get from a figment of one's imagination. I needed to stop because as i thumbed to every pages, i got the feeling surreal yet emotions came to me like the looping waves, washing my feet and leaving it cold and frozen ashore.

Who had just turned irrational, raise your hand?

Garret and Theresa are two characters I will never forget. That I know in my heart, whenever I hear their names, it will remind me one greatest lesson i learned from their story ; NOT EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING THAT WILL KEEP THE WORLD MOVING, BUT EVERYONE IS BLESSED WITH A UNIQUE LOVE STORY THAT WILL MOVE THE WORLD.

May you find your own story.

Looking for my Garret,
Theresa (aka, karen )

The trip back from eskapo.

" If some lives form a perfect circle, other take shape in ways we cannot predict or always understand. Loss has been part of my journey. But it has also shown me what is precious. So has love for which I can only be grateful. "

-Theresa Osborne [ MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE ]


On my way back to Manila, the sky was in connivance with my thoughts; CLOUDED that is.



..the sea flaunted the serenity, i didn't want to be parted with her just yet..
















.. but i have to go back to the noise and the hurry of the urban.

and start the search there where i lost my heart.

I'll find my way out.

Tap YES to uninstall pain.

Where's the YES? :(

YES, please!!!!

searching for qaiqai?

Was taken aback by my recent traffic feed.







'twas not like I'm the only qaiqai in the world, but the way the anonymous user googled me up, a bit strange.. LIKE I'M THE ONLY QAIQAI IN THE WORLD.


To whoever you are:
I kept my promise until this very hour. Be at peace now, I am no threat. No threat at all.


If intuition serves me right. :(