I hate. >:)

“You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul."

Someone is fighting a hard battle. Be kind :)

“Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love."

♥♥♥

It is best to hold hands and stick together.

:)

Summer Indicator : Alert level 1

If you don't feel the heat yet, well I do.. inside my head!

Summer Indicator: Alert level 1

The loading takes forever.

I can imagine how those kids clinch tight- never to depart- on their lappy the moment the school's gate closed for summer break.

And here I am battling to be the first to load a website. :((

Now, don't you just hate summer?

me net-sucker. >:) rawwwr!

Do not burst my bubble

Alam mo yung feeling pag tino-torture ka ng sakit ng ngipin magdamag? then in the morning inom ka ng pain reliever? in less than 10 minutes ramdam mo na yung epekto ng gamot. And in that moment when the pain is gently subsiding, you feel HEAVEN. And you wanna hold onto it forever.

Much like LIFE and LOVE.

I, myself, had my fair share of "tootache". The worse if not the worst case I never imagined would happen to me. The Ms. Goody-two-shoes I am, who would envision me being dragged down in a mayhem by LOVE itself? I must have done terrible things in my past life to deserve such a "tootache". But then again, maybe not. Maybe that person, though a bit harsh and heartless, did something good in his lifetime to deserve me. >:) I'll take the latter. :))

Enough for the pause-rewind. Pain reliever had scoop me up from the turmoil and my heaven is currently at hand. Bliss defined.

Don't burst my bubble. :P

Realidad

Walker for a novice walkee ^_^

We have a lot of catching up to do baby, i'll play with your pics for the mean time.

I miss you bigtime. :(

A certified walkee!

Goodbye dear heartache

I used to bump into the same walls, constantly bruising my ego while the door stand cold in one corner, halfway opened.

Goodbye dear heartache.

You served me well. :)

♥♥♥

I only have two words for you, IM DONE.

Yeah, I still love you and probably will for a long time.. but I can’t stay here anymore.
It hurts too much.. I guess this is moving on

I guess I’m tired of being the last thing on ur mind.

You took my love and threw it away as if it were nothing
To me ur everything but to you I’m just another meantime girl..
You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?

Little did I know that you were just another dead end road made with pretty lies and broken dreams..

Suddenly I’m hating myself for everything I’ve ever felt for you..
Sometimes I wish I could go back and erase the day I met you.. but then, I will never regret loving you only believing you love me too…

Watching you walk out of my life doesn’t make me bitter about love but rather makes me realize that..
if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how great it will be when the right one comes along..
There is no medication for this illness. No known cure other than
TIME

Maybe someday I’ll get back my heart, maybe someday I’ll get back my pride..
Maybe somewhere down the road I’ll forget to remember you..
One day you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away…
And one day you’ll realize you could have been with me..

One day I will be able to look u in the eyes without feeling the pain you’ve caused..
One day I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold ur hand..

ONE DAY I’LL GET OVER YOU..

Infinity

- unlimited extent of time, space, or quantity: BOUNDLESSNESS.



The journey to forever started as we sat there one night and waited for the moon.

No magic. No fireworks. No glitz.

But it was a night I vividly etched in my heart.

Just Me and My Life I dearly hold.

Infinity. :)

I turned 26 first thing in the morning on the 1st day of March

"The best thing about a picture is that it never changes even if the people in it do. "

As my mother would always reiterate back then when I was at the brink of my childhood, " You were born Friday before the break of dawn and you cried like mad unlike your sisters who came out so peaceful". Ever so supportive of my mother, father would then add, " You awoke the whole neighborhood." Nice try for a show off Karen :)

I've outgrown the fairytales, moon beams and prince charming. I lost the idealism in me too. But then the jittery that birthdays gave me I say, Lord, Im a huge fan.

I turned 26 first thing in the morning on the 1st day of March. Cool. :)

" Kinapos na naman ang February kasi minadali para sa birthday mo.. that's why its always been special." -Kikay

February is always on the rush for my birthday. Beat that!