I think it’s more interesting to see people who don’t feel appropriately. I relate to that, because sometimes I don’t feel anything at all for things I’m supposed to, and other times I feel too much. It’s not always like it is in the movies.
-Ryan Gosling
Despite my anticipation of what lies ahead, the first steps always scare the hell out of me.
Where to now? Where to this time around? I don't know. Just, the need to quit flooded in and drowned me. Just, I simply crave my own space to breathe. Just, I found it utterly absurd to deny the pain of a protruding wisdom tooth. Ang sakit kaya!
Around here, however, we don't look backwards for very long.
We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious.....And curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
-Walt Disney, Meet the Robinsons
Scares me more thinking, CURIOSITY KILLS THE CAT. waaa!
This isn't a search for a greener path, that I'm certain of.
Looking back, this wasn't the easy ride I imagined it to be rather a bumpy one with always a surprise turns and detours. I found myself all bruised up from the slaps and smacks my impulsive nature got me in. It can always get crazier but then, that was one hella ride.
I don't know how to bid farewell to these persons I share a laugh with everyday when just the thought of spitting the word out breaks my heart. Just the thought of seeing the gloom on their faces makes it harder to start packing up my things. I will surely miss them. They were, they are.. and probably will always be a FAMILY to me.
To ate Weng : Mamimiss ko ang ingay mo. Hahaha! You are truly blessed with powerful larynx that can command a battalion. Hahaha! I dunno if I mentioned it yet, but you are an ideal ate. Very protective and caring. Thank you for being such a tough companion, i felt secured and very well guarded with your presence. Most of all, thank you for the friendship. I will never survive my first 2 weeks here without your company.
To Mary-ness : Mamimiss ko kadaldalan mo neng. Hahaha! You oriented me well into gossiping and I enjoyed every minute of it. No, seriously. Perhaps I envied your being carefree and lighthearted-ness. I always wanted to be like one but then I matured too early. Hahahaha! Enjoy the peak of your youth and sing out your life to the fullest. I will miss you certainly. I hope to keep the friendship.
To ate Winnie : May inaanak ako sayo, tandaan mo yan at sigurado dadami utang ko jan. Hahahaha! Thank you for sharing your home with us. Mamimiss ko ang dalawang anakins mo at syempre ikaw din. I'll try to visit sometimes.
To ste Loida : ang stepmom ng lahat. Hahahaha! Huwag mo naman payamanin ang iba, i-share mo na lang sa amin pera ha? :)) I will miss you and your kalimot modes. Sana malasing mo ako next time. Hahahah!
To Madam : the iyakin. You are simply amazing. Parang smart lang, simpy amazing. Hahaha! I have a lot to thank you for. First and foremost, for making me feel that I am family. I have not missed home very much dahil sa inyo. For giving off a part of yourself, for sharing your home.. your life to me. It was indeed the most thrilling adventure I had. You were truly a blessing the times that I faced some difficulties in life, be it financially or emotionally. I don't know how to thank you and your better half. I will forever consider you both as family because you truly are.. by heart.
Totoo pala na kahit anong tatag ang pundasyon ng isang pamilya, darating ang panahon na susubukin ang tatag ng mga palupo at mga haligi nito na dugo at pawis nating itinayo. Akala ko sa pelikula lang nangyayari ang mga pagsubok at trahedya sa isang pamilya. Akala ko sa script lang nababasa ang mga salitang nakakadurog ng puso at nagbibigay ng luha sa mga mata. Kapag sumigaw ang direktor ng " CUT! " , tapos na ang palabas.
Mahaba na ng gabi, ang tagal mag pack up.
Ang dami na naming puyat, lalo na yung lead roles namin.. si nay at tay. :(
Pero may tiwala ako kay Direk sa taas. He knows best and the perfect timing to say, " CUT! " then.. all the angels will applause for a well performed role.
( beautiful sunrise sa bukid )
The sun’ll come out, tomorrow, Bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow, There’ll be sun, Just thinkin’ about, tomorrow, Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow, till’ there’s none, When I’m stuck with a day, that’s grey and lonely, I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say, Oh, the sun’ll come out tomorrow, So you gotta’ hang on till’ tomorrow, Come what may. Tomorrow tomorrow, I love you tomorrow, Your’e only a day away.
For more than a year now, i daintily deposit my whole being to the addictive remorse my fate had brought right under my nose. Somewhat depressing that it became a morning habit. Same questions have been ringing listlessly afloat in my head, same feeling like the moment i thought of them first.
Father GOD I pray for your guidance in my sister’s life. I pray Lord that you will begin to speak in her life concerning the matters of the heart. I pray Lord that your will be done in her life. In her finances THAT SHE MAY HANDLE MONEY WELL AND HER CREDIT CARD TOO , her career AS SHE WILL BE HAVING HER JOB INTERVIEW LATER, her relationships, her health, and her spirituality. I pray for favor Father for it is truly more precious than life. And Lord also remind my sister that obedience is better than sacrifice. Allow her the time and will to seek your face daily, not to lean on her own understanding but in all her ways acknowledge you so that you may direct her path. And once it has been revealed unto her your purpose and plan for her life allow her the ability to TRUST despite her surroundings and circumstances. Father I pray that she will not be moved by her circumstances but that she will continue to seek you. Father send your holy spirit as a comforter to her soul to bring back to her remembrance your promises for her life to give her an expected end. Father GOD I pray that you will just have your way on today. Let her know that you are still in control and you won’t leave her nor forsake her. Enable her to lay down her will and submit to yours Father. You said in your “Seek ye FIRST the kingdom of GOD and his righteousness, and all these things should be added unto you. ” Let her know that you will give her the desires of her heart.
Above all Lord, I pray for her today that YOU will enlighten and guide her in her job interview. Do I need to spell out her name Lord? cause she'll probably freak out when she gets to read this. Maybe a picture will help? >>>>it's her>>
I bumped over some jokes while browsing, sumakit ulo ko kakatawa. Here to share some of it. Enjoy.
***************************************************** Math love story...
Boy: do you know that my love for you is like the limit of a constant over a variable as the variable approaches zero?? Girl; ano yun? Boy:infinity :) Girl: ganun? eh alam mo bang ang lab ko sau ay parang limit of a function of x as x approaches ' a', f d function of x s equal to 'c' f x s gretar than a en s equal to d nd f x s less than or equal to a? Boy: ano namn yun ? Girl: syntax error!!!
***************************************************** Nanay: nak lutuin mo na yung sardinas.. AnaK: kakaliskisan ko po ba? Nanay: tanggalin mo na rin ang hasang ng masulit ang katangahan mo hayup ka!! anak--> <--nanay
***************************************************** Boy: gusto mo libre kita ng siomai at hopia?? Girl:ha? bakit? Boy: wala lang.. i just want to siomai love for you and hopia love me too!!! (keso!!)
***************************************************** Sa sabungan walang entrance fee ang may dalang panabong.. Si juan para makalibre pumasok may dalang sisiw..
Bantay: hoy!! ano yan? Juan(galit pa) manok!! bakit? Bantay: alam ko.. eh bakit sisiw?? Juan: heller?? may laban ang ama niya siyempre moral support.. tanga!!!
Time does not bring relief; you all have lied Who told me time would ease me of my pain! I miss him in the weeping of the rain; I want him at the shrinking of the tide; The old snows melt from every mountain-side, And last year's leaves are smoke in every lane; But last year's bitter loving must remain Heaped on my heart, and my old thoughts abide. There are a hundred places where I fear To go - so with his memory they brim. And entering with relief some quiet place Where never fell his foot or shone his face I say, 'There is no memory of him here!' And so stand stricken, so remembering him.
Despite my anticipation of what lies ahead, the first steps always scare the hell out of me.
