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I have run out of things to blather on lately. I don’t know but I’ve been battling with this squeamish icky feeling I park myself on each time my oh-so-beautiful-mind squeezes juicy thoughts yet I bulge in distress trying to make lemonade out of it. A sluggish yet severe silence that is neither good nor bad, just there. I could feel the urge to thump on the q w e r t y and the a s d f g the moment I come in close contact with the board, but heck I could not write a thing!

Piling up all hassles and bustles inside my brain, I am technically half dead! I’ve stopped watching the shows in Disney channel. I’ve not keeping up much on emails, blogs, forums and anything in line with those. Been kind of absent, been kinda sick. But maybe these things aren’t vital to define LIFE and LIVING.

It isn’t an imperative to keep up with the digital slingers all the time. I mean they are just chewing gums that our tongue and teeth masticate to pass away boredom and then spew out after wringing its flavour. Maybe at one point we need to be just with our own selves and hibernate there at the very core. Maybe this very breath that I unenervately grasp every now and then is a life that I squander in giving, loving and vice versa. I love it. It gives me the feeling that I am living, for real. Maybe that is enough. Maybe I am enough.

Sweet.

** Sabi nmn ng utak ko sa kbilang side.. CHEESY!!!